It was no real overall complain, more like a realisation. ^^ Helping in the homeless shelter, the animal resque and whoever neighbor and friend I can beside family, girlfriend and own hobbies simply takes a huge ton of time, so that I barely get enough sleep, or free time for my own these last years, but I also can't stop and take it slower I'm just nto the type for making less even it it clearly would be more helpful I fear. Without tons of coffee and good healthy food I would barely make it trough the day at all without falling over simply as that.